{"id":4229,"date":"2016-07-29T15:20:28","date_gmt":"2016-07-29T19:20:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.runkevinrun.com\/?p=4229"},"modified":"2016-07-29T15:20:28","modified_gmt":"2016-07-29T19:20:28","slug":"ghosts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/?p=4229","title":{"rendered":"Ghosts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I forgot to charge my Garmin watch last night so I knew at some point during today&#8217;s run it would fade into oblivion. I ran a route I know quite well, the mile marker points ingrained in my soul and the soles of my shoes. I knew I was slow and didn&#8217;t really need a gps watch to tell me.<\/p>\n<p>A common question from folks when they find out how much I run is what do I think about whilst running. I&#8217;ve discussed this a few times on the ol&#8217; blog but today I find myself haunted by ghosts and thinking of the past.<\/p>\n<p>Some ghosts were of runs past. There&#8217;s a virtual partner feature on my Garmin that lets me put in a desired pace and it then tells me how much ahead or more often behind I am my virtual partner. Even without that feature operating today, I could tell I was far, far behind my ghost. I was much slower than usual or perhaps better phrased much slower than I would desire.<\/p>\n<p>My foot is bothering me. The other one. The chronic ankle started tweaking a bit toward the end of the run but my left foot was bugging me from the word &#8220;go.&#8221; Felt like I had dropped a bowling ball on it. The top of the foot hurt. That&#8217;s a new hurt and so long as the pain is coming and going in different places I figure it&#8217;s ok. Still, I can&#8217;t recall dropping a bowling ball in my foot.<\/p>\n<p>In addition, I found myself haunted not only by runs past but by life. Things I hadn&#8217;t thought of in years, knowledge of the proverbial turning right when I should have turned left, moments of mistakes in trust or business partners. There was that aura of mistakes in the air about me, like I was Charles Schulz&#8217;s PigPen, only instead of dirt particles constantly around me it was regret.<\/p>\n<p>A weird day on the road. On the plus side, my quads are improving and may be recovered just in time for San Francisco on Sunday. The last time I ran the Bay City, I think I broke 3:30. That time may come back to haunt me.<\/p>\n<p>See what I did there? Brought it full circle&#8230; Or at least partial circle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I forgot to charge my Garmin watch last night so I knew at some point during today&#8217;s run it would fade into oblivion. I ran a route I know quite well, the mile marker points ingrained in my soul and the soles of my shoes. I knew I was slow and didn&#8217;t really need a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4229","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4229","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4229"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4229\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4229"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4229"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/runkevinrun.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4229"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}